for example i was totally set on dropping this whole account and going back to an old one and putting this poem in there.. but this one was automatically signed in and it didn't seem that easy to sign out. not east enough.. i didn't see it the millisecond i got there, and it's always changing and blah blah blah.. just read the poem
slow internet.. blah blah blah.. it's how i am. like i said.. read the f**kin poem
High Maintenance
sparatic
xavier
U
spotless t-shirt
common dude
the right stuff
the right wear
topless girls everywhere
some with clothes though
gotta mix it up
but girl you better be soft to the touch
or numb too
i like that as well
gotta mix it up too, there as well
wake boarding
sewer dancing
what is sewer dancing
I don't know, but i guess we'll see
I really want it
that's what i need
Some say i got a problem in my head
but i don't know
I guess that's how i was fed
what i need is to just relax
but dude could you please shoot me some cash
table wax
in my hand
gonna spread this out
and be the man
spotting everyone i don't want to see
this world was made for me
(ok ok that's my problem you haters .. i'll explain it a little more and post this in mental heath as well)
here's some more signs.. like if i'm looking for food lets say.. and it's not quick easy to make stuff that i want. i'll eat sh*t or nothing if there is not sh*t to eat.. just to spite my parents
i'll write crappy and feel it's impossible without the right paper and pen and conditions.. baby conditions.. you better believe conditions
i won't clean around the house.. i would.. but it would have to be all me an no one touched anything.. because they always do and it drives me nuts.. it just ruins the whole program
there is another side to this too. i would do the same for anyone else.. obviously.. of course i would
like i love being pampered.. but if someone acts that way i love it too and like to be a slave.. so whatever take it as you want.. for the people that read this in mental heath.. do you understand it and know it and know what it is and what i can do without brash or harsh .. shi*t
I have this problem with being high maintenance so i wrote a poem about it
It sounds like you have a lot of rules and rituals you have to follow in your life e.g not writing without specific equipment and/or conditions etc This might become a bit obsessive at times, you would know better than me. I would suggest you seek help to address these issues. You cannot live your life by rules.
Good luck
